MUSINGS

Learning how to become invisible

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Actually I didn’t learn it- it just happened to me (like I wrote in my Adventures). I know for most girls feeling invisible is something lonely or terrifying. But I’m talking about nature magic- learning to disappear into the wind blowing through aspens and tall grass, or hearing the sound of birdsongs and crickets and out of nowhere you become your own symphony.

That’s how it is for me, because I’m invisible. Like when you disappear into Debussy or Ravel or your favorite song and you become the music- you’re gone.

So where are you when you become a song or a flower? I ask myself that most nights before I go to sleep, hoping to get an answer in my dreams. But then where are you when you dream? And what happens when we dream awake? If you read my journal maybe we can find out together.

Anyway I just started laying tracks for my new CD. Yay! It’s called French Sweets and includes my favorite music. You can order or download it on CD Baby from our music download link once it's up.

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I so want people to listen with fresh ears to this music:  like Ravel’s Pavanne for a Dead Princess. It’s in Chpt. 2 of my Adventures. And Ravel wrote it for us. If we dream awake as we listen, maybe we can die to our old world, and be reborn in a new world: a princess with no limits, no boundaries. And when that happens, that’s when the spirits appear and say hi- when we dream awake. Seriously. And maybe Berni and I will show up too. That’s the magic.

We hope you’re starting to learn how to melt into trees and flowers.  And become invisible.  And hang out with invisible spirits, including us!